Emptiness..

Ho love of mine..
with a song and a wine..
You’re harsh and divine..
like truths and a lie..
but the tale end is not here..
I’ve nothing to fear..
for my love is yell of giving an hold on…
in the bright emptiness..
in the room full of it..
is the cool Mr S ho ho o…
I feel the sunrise..
that nest all hollowness..
or i have the way to go.. not come…
And i feel so lonely yea..
There s a better place from this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya….
Aa.. aa.. aa…..
Tune mere jaana..
Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera.. haaye…
Tune mere jaana..
Kabhi nahi jana..
Ishq mera dard mera …
Aashiq teraaa..
Bheed mein khoya rehta hai..
Jaane jahaan a..
Puchho toh itna kehta hai..
And i feel so lonely yea..
There s a better place from  this emptiness..
And i’m so lonely yea..
There s a better please from this emptiness.. yei yei yei ya…

In My Heart!

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than to be home,

Listening to the crickets’ sounds,

Outside the windows.

Is there a better place,

To be right now,

Than in the bed,

Closing my eyes,

Falling into a deep sleep,

To forget about the days,

Forget about the nights,

Forget about you.

Heartbroken,

Nothing better than to sleep,

To forget that you are gone,

To forget your lies,

Forget the way,

You told me,

You never loved me,

Forget the way,

You looked at me,

When you left me,

I want to forget,

I want to leave this world,

Close my eyes,

Fall to sleep to stop the heart,

From beating.

I block my ears,

From hearing the sounds,

Like your voice,

Like when you sing to me,

Those lovely songs,

They sounded to tender,

Now they kill me,

They hurt me,

I don’t want to hear anything,

Don’t want to hear the waves,

Hitting against the sand,

Don’t want to hear the birds,

Chirping outside the windows.

Don’t want to see my face,

Don’t want to see you,

Don’t want anything,

That has to do with you,

I want to close,

I want to block away,

The world to stop the pain,

In my heart.

I want my heart to stop beating,

To stop bleeding,

From your words,

Your lies..

PLEASE DONT CALL ME BEAUTIFUL

Please don’t tell me I’m beautiful,
cause ugly’s all I see.
Please don’t say I’m beautiful,
and lie to me.
Please don’t tell me I’m skinny,
cause I know I’m fat.
Please don’t tell me I’m pretty,
cause I know I’m far from that.
Don’t you say I’m perfect,
cause I’ll never be.
Don’t you say you care,
cause i know you hate me.
Please don’t tell me I worry you,
just to put it in my face.
Please don’t tell me I’m good,
when I know I’m a disgrace.
Don’t tell me I’m faithful,
when I know I’m a fucking whore.
Don’t tell me you’ll never leave,
cause I know you’re going to walk out that door.
Please don’t tell me we’re meant to be,
cause for me there is no one.
And don’t you dare say you love me,
cause I know it can’t be done.

LOVE IS OUR LIFE!

Love is a feeling we should never forget,
as love is the air that we are breathing.

Love for our life!
Love for all the being!
Love for our beloveds!
Love for all the small things we tend to forget!

Love is the light in the darkness that leads us back home.
Love is the shelter we need when everything seems to crumble down.
Love is the utmost pleasure and the deepest pain.
Love is the salvation and the end of being.

Love is our Life!

FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE

“This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They’re spreading blankets on the beach

Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I don’t know where I am
I don’t know where I’ve been
But I know where I want to go

And so I thought I’d let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home”

TO THE ONE I LOVED…

Once more time, again and again
Am hurt inside, left alone
Dying slowly with my soul
But it’s not something new to me
I’ve got used to a broken heart inside.

I run in the rain
So, no one would see my tears
I turn on the music so loud
So, no one would hear my screams

I’ve been trying so hard not to,
Show you my pain,
That i kept locked inside
Stucked on my own.

You’re not the one to blame
Maybe my screams just were not so high,
To reach you…

And now i only wish a simple thing
If you could hear my silnet scream
That’s calling you back to me,
To melt my frozen heart…

DONT DO IT

Dont say hello when you mean good bye,

dont say its the truth when its the lie.

Dont hold my hand when you really wanna let go,

dont say you have matured when you did not grow,

dont hug me when you really wanna beat me,

dont say you read me like a book  when you cant even see,

dont say you love me when you really loathe me,

dont say you wanna be there but you never cared,

dont come to my funeral say I’ll be missed,

when all you feel when im dead is nothing but bliss,

dont worry I wont be there,

I know dont care so now its fair,

Live on your life while I end mine,

dont you worry about me in the dark because im never fine.

I know you never loved me it was too good to be true,

As yours was never there as mine grew.

I’ll find a way to make you smile,

even if im dead or gone for a while.