Friday, December 11, 2009


Why Does this Happen in Love?




Why does this happen in love?

In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?
In exchange for prayer, why does a person not receive prayer?
In exchange for joy, why does a person not receive joy?

Why does this happen in love?
How much will love cause you to cry!
It will make you forget the whole world.
It will increase your anxiety; you won't know one moment of peace.
What people become in love and from what!
Sometimes you come together only to be separated.

In this spring, you find only an autumn.
Life ends while you're still waiting.
In exchange for laughter, why is a person not given laughter?
In exchange for faith, why does a person not receive faith?

This moment doesn't linger.
No watch is mounted over memories.
When one's wound does not heal even with medicine,
imagine what someone might do in such a state.

In exchange for joy, why does a person not rece






Would I Ever love Again?



In the dark with the music on
i reflect on this life of mine
and the emptiness only your eyes have
that only knows how to b i t ch and whine

and those hands, your beautiful hands
there the only part of you i know
               we connected so many times
that i almost savor every blow

and that heart of yours
that refuses to beat
and the hate in your eyes
my only defeat

how the chains you have on me
break into my skin
I'm bleeding, I'm bleeding
but only from within

and even if i were free
id cling just the same to you
these chains don't need to be visible
i know what I'm trained to do

id cry and beg
but in the end i would stay
this weak heart of mine
cant bear to betray

so forever and ever
ill push and ill shove
i promise never to abandon
i wont give up on love!


Sometimes I Want To Stay Alone






sometimes like to stay alone and not speak to anybody, you don't want anybody around you to disturb you, and finally be alone ...

 for you if you love to spend time with yourself and discuss your plans with your Brain and heart at some place where there is no one.

If U Could Know That I Care






_________________________________

i cant 
ignore it,
i cant just 
cry away the pain,
because ..

without you 
tears keep falling and nothing is the same.

that time i don't think anything,
but just a sign that
what if you could know that i care ?

____________________________


Not Learned To Say "Goodbye"










Its So Difficult,
Why dont they teach This In School.
Its Not Easy To Let Some One Go,
Without Bringing Tears In Eyes.

I have Learned To Say "HI" and "HELLO",
But I have not Learned To Say "GOODBYE".

Laughing To Hide My Tears





I Will Not Write The Description !!

WHY??

The name says it all,
But Yes I could describe It much, but each Tear has a different story. 


Everyone who is smiling and Laughing in front of us, I know there story is also Like Me, Everyone is living with a pain, there is a Tear Behind every smile.

One Look Says 1000 Words




If You Fear to say something,
Just look towards me.
Your Anger, your Fear, your Happiness
i will read every word from your eyes,

Your One Look says 1000 words,
And none of those words are lie....
It says me when you are in pain,
also says me what can make you smile.
It says me how much you love,
Also says me that if i cheat, u will die.

One Drop of Tear…



When My Body Just Can't Hold Any More...
........The 
Intensity Of My Emotions,
My Emotions Turn Into 
'Tears'
& They Just Come Out Of My Eyes
Stay With Me, Until I Feel Better! :)

Tears Are MBest Buddies :)
                                            I Love MTears...They Are Precious TMe :)

My Heart Is An Open Book...!!






Want to know how i feel..??

Just read my heart and you will know my feelings as My heart is a Open Book.
█▓▒ Words Of Eyes Are Always True! ▒▓█







Two people can speak through their eyes...
Two souls can meet through the eyes...
It's easy to give answers to questions asked by us...
But impossible to answer the questions asked by eyes!!






My TeArS  = ThErE SmIle 



I FeeL JeLoUs WhEn I See ThAt
MoOn Up ThErE In ThE SkY...

BeCaUsE EvErYoNe LoVeS hIm....



My CoNdItIon Is LikE StArS beCaUsE EvErY OnE waNt Me To BrEaK FoR ThErE DrEaMs To CoMe TrUe..


"Ek ChAnD HaI JiSe SaB PyAr KaRtE HaI,....HaMaRi KiSMaT to TaRo JaiSi HaI....HaMe YaAd KaRnA ToH Dur ,LoG ApNi KhUShi k lIYe HaMaRe tuTne ka InTaZaaR KaRte HaI.........." 



My Silence Speaks A Lot




The Silence In My Words, The Un-Asked Question Forces Me To Move Towards An Undesired Direction.
In Its Own Classic Gait, Life Moves,
Once Blinded, Thought There Was No One To Lose.

Deprived Of The Feelings Of Happiness, I Feel Left Alone In This Mess Loneliness, Finding Out Love In You..
I Try, Unable to Smile, Unable to Cry.


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This is Me..

My Heart Is Burning,Desires No Longer There
My Love Had Been Betrayed . .
I trusted You,I Loved you,Was that My fault ?

I Need To Discard You From My Life

Yet, Something Tells Me To Give You Another Chance..
But,Would I Ever be Able to fall In love,When I am Already betrayed ?


  Kabhi..


Kabhie subha say kabhie sehar say larra karti thee

Mudatein howe aik shamma yaha jala karti thee


Kya baat howe kay aaj sar-e-sham band ho gayee
Aik khirrkee jo kabhi autak-e-sehar khula karti thee


Simhata hai dil kiyoun ab ki barr iss toofan main
Garajtay thay badal, bijli pehlay bhie girra karti thee


Kuch kasoor-e-kismat-e-amaan ka hai warna
Naumeedi iss dil say dur hie raha karti thee


Khata meri hie thee jo duniya say dil laga baithi
Yeh kambakht zindagi pehlay kab kisi say wafa karti thee


Main kaash yeh keh saktee,”Mujhe Yaad Kijiye”
Kabhi meri yaad jinn ki dharkan howa karti thee


Dekho aaj hum unn ki duniya mai shamil hie nahin
Jinn ki duniya kabhi BASSA Hum Say Howa karti thee


                                             Uski Adaat Hai.. 

Badi Baaton Ko Khayal Mein Na Lana Uski Aadat Hai,
Zara Si Baat Par Toofan Uthana Uski Aadat Hai,
Mohabbat Mein Bhi Wo Taza Ba-Taza Ka Hi Qail Hai,
Poori Chahaton Ko Bhool Jana Uski Aadat Hai,
Zyada Garoor Bhi Achha Nahi Hai Aisi Baaton Par,
Kisika Naam Likh Likh Kar Mitana Uski Aadat Hai,
Lagta Rehta Hai Koi Dilon Mein Aag Si Goya,
Hamesha Lakdiyan Geeli Jalana Uski Aadat Hai,
Mohabbat Mein Wo Sanjeeda Hai Kitna Dekhte Rehna,
Mohabbat Har Kisise Yun Jatana Uski Aadat Hai,
Shikayat Karne Aaye Ho To Itna Zehen Mein Rakhna,
Sabhi Baaton Ko Baaton Mein Udana Uski Aadat Hai…


Our Love ..

This is a very special love that you can never see;
The reason it’s so special is it’s just for you and me.
Whenever you are lonely or even feeling blue;
You only have to hold this love and know I think of you.
You never can unwrap it, leave this love unscathed.
Just hold it close to your heart and know in love your bathed.







                                     Pain in Love


Romeo apart of a hundred miles,
Astray from Juliet’s serenade sight,
Trigger her tears to meekly fall,
Demolishing her everglowing spirit.


Darkness clothes on Heaven rim,
As a rose breathe in dark forest,
Her aura evolve into windswept pity,
Turning into storm paralyzed entirety.


Every thought of the knight,
Swaying his sword in war,
Roaming in the aphotic forest,
Tainting the soul of rose.


Reincarnation of light,
Unclothe the holy heaven,
Solacing rose and forest,
Arise with the return of knight..


I am so Sorry



I am so sorry I am doing this to you.
I don’t mean to put you through the pain I am putting your though.
I have more than just feelings for you .
I am in love with you.


I started to cry tonight.
When I realized you might walk out of my life.


The tears of pain streamed down my face.
I guess God is trying to put me in my place.


What did I do to deserve you?
Your love is so simple and true.
Your heart is pure as gold through and through.


You have touched my soul
You have touched my heart
And I am so sorry for what
I have done to you from the start.


Please forgive me.
I do love you.
All the way to the
Bottom of my heart..




As the moon shines bright
With thoughts of you raised high
My heart skips a beat
From my lips escaped a sigh

The feelings brought by you
Melting the lover in me
The promises I always cling on
Forever it meant to be

Loving you is the most beautiful
Bearing the pain with a smile
Loved by you is the bonus
Achieved by me in 1000 miles

Walked-in by you into my life
Filling up the void in me
A true blessing in disguise
Attracting me like a bee!



Living a life with so much pain
Facing my fate with no shame
Crying lonely tears whenever I pray
Seeking refuge by howling in vain

People move on leaving you behind
Once again solitude grips you so fine
Each time you want to mingle in crowd
Empty space you find beside you proud

The clock won’t show the reverse action
It moves forward fraction by fraction
As it moves, it pulls you with it
Before you think, you taste defeat

O leave me please! my distress is high
Immersed in tears watching the sky
Searching the answer to ask God why!
This life is not to live but only to die



When I'm gripped by emotions
My tears roll down for a while
When I'm immersed in emotions
I fake all with a smile

I cannot like a thing
Nor could i get by dealing
When liking becomes a neccessity
I can only hide my feelings

I never win any game of love
I only lose my near and dear
And when it comes to others
I sacrifice the only love i fear

As long as i'm still alive
My happiness is spread everywhere
But when i'm about to die
I see tears in those eyes who care


MiSsiNg You..

I miss you immensely
My heart only knows
Do you miss me?
That only God knows!

But this kills me
Fighting with myself
Feeling lost down here
In this strange silence

I always need you
And feel your presence
Hearing your sweet voice
In order to give me strength

You don't have to talk
Though it will deafen me
But please dont run away
It's like drowning into the sea

You reside in me
Hiding in my soul
Then why can't I find you
Though you are my very own

Something is missing
Which I can't figure out
May be you can help me
You know what it is about


WiLl YoU lOvE mE iF i DiE..

                                             








I often wonder the fact
If i die as a natural act
Will you cry for my depart?
Like I love you with all my heart

Sitting beside the creator
Looking down upon you
Praying for your happiness
Tho’ you live in the blues

Cherishing the times we had
Every minute & every day
Will you think like I do?
And still love me in your way

Love constructed for you
Becomes stronger as I go
Will you love me after death?
Is the doubt within me so!



When the sky darkens
And the wind getting wild
Brushing the leaves from the trees
Along with my feelings of a child.

Emotionally I’m captured
And handcuffed by my fantasy
Always immersed in ur thots
Not forgetting them easily

In pain there’s a joy
Loving u seems to me a bliss
Worsened the hurt I have
Far from u is what I miss

With no regrets any day
Enticing every moment it jumps
For my search is over
Final destination has come!



Craving for you when i’m in pain
Have you been there? I tried in vain
My ribs displaced shrinking my heart
This mental torture has been from start

Troubles, my best friend sticking to me
Breathe in oxygen but I don’t feel free
Striving for happiness in eternity
That can happen if you are with me

Though home sweet home embraced me
Sorrows within me knows no melody
In this madding crowd I feel alone
Waiting hopelessly for you royally

Oh no! This suffocation grew thick
Wanting to puke it makes me sick
If this continues, I’ll reach heaven soon
Watching you from above as a full moon